Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Calling Out

My heart is as heavy as my stomach after an enjoyable lunch with the Thinking Devil. This devil is after all, an angel in disguise. In any case, I love the way the Devil Thinks, if you know what I mean. And the way the thinker relishes and cherishes it. Well, I cherish it too.
A long walk in sultry weather was as enjoyable as lunch itself. It had been a while since we spoke. Good friends are rare and such fruitful walks are rarer. Which brings me to the song I came across when i returned from my walk:

Babe, tomorrow's so far away
There's something I just have to say
I don't think I can hide what I'm feelin' inside
Another day, knowin' I love you
And I, I'm getting too close again
I don't want to see it end
If I tell you tonight will you turn out the light
And walk away knowin' I love you?

I'm gonna take you by surprise and make you realize,
Amanda
I'm gonna tell you right away, I can't wait another day,
Amanda
I'm gonna say it like a man and make you understand
Amanda
I love you

And I feel like today's the day
I'm lookin' for the words to say
Do you wanna be free, are you ready for me
To feel this way
I don't wanna lose you
So, it may be too soon, I know
The feeling takes so long to grow
If I tell you today will you turn me away
And let me go?
I don't wanna lose you

I'm gonna take you by surprise and make you realize,
Amanda
I'm gonna te ll you right away, I can't wait another day,
Amanda
I'm gonna say it lik e a man and make you understand
Amanda

You and I
I know that we can't wait
And I swear, I swear it's not a lie girl
Tomorrow may be too late
You, you and I girl
We can share a life together
It's now or never
And tomorow may be too late

And, feelin' the way I do
I don't wanna wait my whole life through
To say I'm in love with you

- Amanda by Boston (Scholz)

No, don't put two and two together. It isn't as easy and straightforward as it seems and you will end up in a completely wrong track if you walk straight. It is far from a cakewalk.

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